our sweet guinea pig, jubi, passed away today at adobe animal hospital. she was five years 11 months old.
looking like a baby
pretty girl close-up
we adopted jubi during the summer of 2005 when i moved back from philly to start full time at google. we wanted to get a girl to keep barney company since he looked so bored sitting by himself everyday. during 4th of july long weekend, we went to the
peninsula humane society and saw 2 really cute little girl pigs. we took jubi and her roommate into the adoption "bonding" room to spend time with them and figure out which pig we wanted to bring home. jubi was the more assertive and fiesty of the two. she even went as far as leaving a lasting impression by peeing on me!
the shelter had prepared an information card for jubi that showed a really cute picture of her when she was first admitted to the shelter back in april. she was pregnant then and soon gave birth to 2 sons. we saw her baby sons in the cage next door also up for adoption. they were the cutest piggies
ever! too bad we wanted a girl for barney, or we totally would've adopted jubi's sons. jubi was named "millie" by the shelter and listed as a "stray". apparently the person who brought her and her roommate in had claimed they were found in his backyard. we changed her name to jubi because when charlie was a kid, he had thought it was really cool to name his daughter jubi, so her full name would be "jubilee." (obviously, we now have a famous dog millie, who is really named after jubi). our guinea pigs all had middle names, e.g. puffy comb (note it's
comb, not combs as in p. diddy), barney bacon, dumpy doo. jubi couldn't take on a middle name because she were to be jubilee, so her full name was actually millie jubi lee or
m. jubi lee. she's a cool one who goes by her middle name, like the great american writer, f. scott fitzgerald.
lounging with cute butt sticking out
impersonating bandits with millie
jubi was the first guinea pig we've had that was adopted from a shelter. it was apparent that she had gone through some trauma having possibly been abandoned by her owner and then stayed at a shelter (not to mention giving birth to 2 babies!) all before she turned 6 months old. she would be very guarded and uptight when we held her. while our other pigs really enjoyed being cuddled close to us, e.g. sitting on my neck or laying relaxed on my tummy, jubi would always remain standing and squiggled away if i tried to bring her too close. it took about 2 years before jubi finally accepted me and wouldn't complain when i put her close to me.
barney kisses jubi
barney licking jubi's face when she wasn't feeling well
jubi has become the diva, the princess of our family, and undeniably the love of barney's life. he would noticeably enjoy lap time when i held him and jubi close together. they loved cuddling together, though it seems that barney enjoyed it much more so than jubi, who acted more or less indifferent (but for a pig like jubi, not complaining is pretty darn positive). i never realized how much jubi liked barney until barney passed away last may. jubi's health quickly deteriorated for mysterious reasons since barney passed. she chewed away all of the hair on her belly and in her underarms, so her skin in those areas were completely bald (i read an article about a parrot chewing himself bald out of depression - that's when i realized jubi really was depressed about barney being gone). she also developed a lack of appetite as her weight dropped and she looked quite famished and had to be hand fed at one point last winter. it wasn't until early this year when she finally stopped chewing her own hair and regained quite a bit of weight. on one hand, i was sad that she had forgotten barney, but on the other hand, i was really happy that she is back to her cheerful self and moving on with life. as she moved on, she also developed a close bond with
dumpling, who she initially fought with for female dominance.
getting a bath every month when she chewed off all the hair on her tummy - we were worried that she had skin issues before realizing it was from depression
on sunday morning, i noticed that jubi didn't run towards the hay like she usually did when i dropped some in their cage. i immediately sensed that something was wrong if she wasn't interested in hay. i took her to adobe to see an after hours doctor, who prescribed some antibiotics and had us hand feed her baby food. we were hoping that the antibiotics could help stabilize her until wednesday when we could get an appointment with dr. nakamura who usually sees our guinea pigs. unfortunately, jubi's condition quickly deteriorated, and last night, i noticed that her belly had become really bloated. this was unusual for jubi since she had barely eaten anything for over 24 hours. guinea pig bloating is a very serious and painful condition, so at midnight, we took her to an emergency pet hospital in the city (since none nearby had doctors who specialized in guinea pigs). after 2 hours at the hospital, jubi got an x-ray and some med injections to help with the pain and the bloating. by the time we got home, it was close to 4 am. we tried feeding her some food to get her GI system working and hopefully relief the bloating. jubi was actually willing to take food - seems like she was very hungry but just couldn't eat :(
at 7 this morning, we took jubi in to see dr. nakamura. he was worried about a mass on jubi's right side that may be the cause of jubi's eating problems which led to stomach bloating. we left jubi at the hospital to get treatment so they can reduce the bloating, but i had a really bad feeling that jubi would not leave the hospital, since her condition was so fragile and the prognosis wasn't good.
at around 1pm, dr. nakamura called to tell me that jubi passed away. i was shocked and sad. i knew that we may not be able to help jubi after all, but i was expecting to return and see her tonight. the worst part is knowing that i wasn't with her when she passed in a strange place with strangers poking needles at her. our pets all hated the hospital, so i knew she would've given everything to be at home and with us. i guess the only comforting thought is that hopefully jubi had not suffered much from this otherwise very painful condition. she had been on pain meds ever since the night before when her stomach began to visibly bloat. i can't help but wonder though if jubi would've stuck around longer if she stayed at home with us. when we brought her in in the morning, she was tired but still rather alert. it's unbelievable that her health would deteriorate so fast only a few hours later. i think she just got tired of the stress, being in a strange place among strangers and not having us around, that she just gave up. this is very much in line with jubi's personality. she had always been an assertive girl and knows what she wants.

first christmas in the new home - each piggie sitting behind their own present!

i really love guinea pigs and the joy they bring us is unspeakable during the 5-7 years that each of our pigs have spent with us. whereas puffy kept me company from college through first year of business school, jubi's life really marked the 5 years of my post-mba life and the many life-changing milestones - from google, getting married, buying our first house, getting my first dog, and having a baby. i am so sad that jubi would not be around to see annabelle born. i know our baby would love guinea pigs, as do many other kids who have visited our house and played with our pigs. it really pains me to see each one go and to see such innocent little creatures suffer, when there's very little that we or doctors can do for them. guinea pigs just aren't built to live for as long as ours lived in domesticated lives. in nature, they're prey animals who often don't live past the age of 2, which is basically their prime. after 2, their health deteriorates, and it seems as though god never planned for little guinea pig bodies to function to 5-7 years. nor is veterinary medicine prepared to have the expertise to treat pigs health problems in old age.

dumpling and jubi cuddling together just a couple weeks ago. they've become really close friends
i'm not sure if we will have more pet guinea pigs. they bring me the purest joy and makes me forget about the not-so-good in life. but after losing
puffy,
ginling,
barney, and jubi, i realize that i am not emotionally strong enough to handle this kind of loss. each time, the pain has felt like someone ripped my heart from my chest and slashed it with a knife. it creates a void in my heart that never gets filled. i really wish i could be stronger so more pets can live happy lives with us as opposed to owners who wouldn't be responsible and devoted to them. perhaps we will look for other ways to help guinea pigs instead - by continuing to donate to animal shelters and individual guinea pig rescue efforts like
cavy house (where we adopted dumpling).
we buried jubi next to barney in our backyard. i know this is what they would've liked.